The sting of beloved model, actress and mother Kim Porter’s passing is still fresh following the industry sweetheart’s untimely death on November 15, just one month before her 48^th birthday.

Members from every Hollywood corner covered her children and loved ones in prayer as fans stood by for an official statement from Diddy, Kim’s longtime love who shares three of her four children. Following the heartbreaking tributes of Kim’s former partner Al B. Sure!, her son Quincy and step-son Justin, Puff publicly mourned via Instagram with one of his most tender Kim Porter memories at a 2006 maternity shoot with Essence. In normal Puff fashion, the Bad Boy Records founder would return to the privacy of his chambers with the Combs and Porter family to grieve in silence, as previously reported by sources close to him.  

But sadly, that memory only burst open the floodgates for more heartbreaking agony he shared in four additional memorializing Instagram posts (and a string of Instagram story posts, including a candlelight vigil in honor of Kim) that’s piercing the hearts of fans everywhere.

See more memories Puff shared with fans and how they’re joining him in mourning below: