SZA recently graced the cover of British Vogue and opened up in the accompanying interview about her life, including her decision to have a Brazilian Butt Lift.

Looking back on her decision to get a BBL, the singer admitted it wasn’t the best choice for her. “I’m so mad I did that s**t,” she said. “I gained all this weight from being immobile while recovering and trying to preserve the fat. It was just so stupid.”

Despite her frustration, SZA took it in stride. “But who gives a f**k?” she continued. “You got a BBL, you realize you didn’t need the s**t. It doesn’t matter. I’ll do a whole bunch more s**t just like it if I want to before I’m f**king dead because this body is temporary.”

She went on to say that her mental health should have been a higher priority at the time. “It just wasn’t super necessary. I need to get my f**king mental health together,” SZA added. “Not to say you can’t do those things simultaneously, just, for me, I realize wherever you go, there you’ll be.”

Still, she didn’t regret the results. “I love my butt, don’t get me wrong,” the New Jersey native explained. “My booty look nice. And I’m grateful that it looks pretty much… I don’t know, sometimes natural, but I don’t even care. It’s something that I wanted. I’m enjoying it. I love shaking it.”